Christmas Eve: Initially, i thought got go out for countdown. So in the morning, i was chionging the report which due on Eve. However, it ended camping at night helpin with my classmates with their report.
Christmas: Can't rmb what i did? Ohyea.. downloaded L4D2.. so spent the whole afternoon installing it. (It isn't easy to crack the game) After that, i in front of the screen for whole day.
After dinner, my brother abit butt-top itchy go switch the meow box back to our Linksys modern. Then our meow TV cannt watch.. So i whole night camp in front of my laptop trying to figure our how to connect meow TV via a non-2wire modern. What i am able to conclude for nw is that the 2wire modern is a pain in the ass...
2nd Day of Christmas: Around the same as 1st..
Most probaby the 3rd, 4th & etc will be like tat too =(
Merry Christmas ~,~zZ
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Vacation
Last weekend was really pack. Got exe2 gathering on firday & went to explore club with my classmates. The next morning went to ZD training. Initially, i plan to go NYTP. Then i decided to call it off. Reasons for it is:
- I dun think i can commit to it. Every weekend, me & my sibling would tried to help our mother to take care of dad. So if i got NYTP training, i only left with Sunday to help out. If school reopen, it even worst...
- Next NYP training already so competitive liao.. if i go youth... ha.
- Very tired that day.. dun think i will give me best anyway.
- Later see pple i dun want see.
Opportunity may only come once, but if i dun have the capability. I should learn to let it go.
On Monday, i went to the body world with my classmates.. After that we splitted way at jurong east station. I went to West Coast Mall for the boots & SP for KFC. After that Arnold jio mi for LAN with his class. We went till B.Timah for the game. The shop over there abit fuck up. It only open for members only & the membership cost $2 per pax "=.= Next time i shall open a foodcourt/ something & charge pple for the membership 1st.
Today, i more good boi. Stay at home to clean my room. After that finish the series of Flashforward. Dunno what with the producer, only tele 10 episodes of the season out.. Must wait till next year march for the other 14 episodes.. like WTH.. After that nothing to do, so started to do the articles. Then I found out that i dun have the photos for the frisbee competition. OMG~! So i only finish it half way.
Now i just waiting for Sufi's Result. Thursday is the deadline for the report... ytd then he tell me his thumbdrive got a virus, which reformatted it by itself!? Lol y would someone create a virus that reformat itself? o.o? this world rlly abit screw up.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Last to Go
BPA wasn't really a problem.. I only have problem with the fill-in the blanket(cause spelling =x)
If i had study well in my primary school, nw my spelling(english) would have been good.
Marketing: Ok la.. only my butt Itch go change my answer from correct to wrong LOL. But shdn't be a problem too.
All the brain juice intensive paper is over for now. Left only maths
& I haven't rlly start on it... Cause it simple probability? Looks simple.. but looks is always deceiving. Lol. What's worst is that my file is MIA. Not really MIA but lost. =X Initially, i was quite sad cause all my hard copy notes is gone. But come to think about it.. it just papers. I can just photocopy it from someone. Luckily Jamie got keep all her notes with her nice hand writing ^.^
SAVED~!
by her Lol.
However, nw very tempted to play the new gundam VS gundam plus. Must resist till fridays..
By the way, bro & sis is thinkin of starting a buisness. Initially it for elderly, but they can't get the licencing yet. So yet... they decided to start female cosmetic first. So my sis ask me if i got any female classmate or friends interest in it or suggest what to bring in? If ask me, i think is good to bring in underamour & skins or boots... lols
If i had study well in my primary school, nw my spelling(english) would have been good.
Marketing: Ok la.. only my butt Itch go change my answer from correct to wrong LOL. But shdn't be a problem too.
All the brain juice intensive paper is over for now. Left only maths
& I haven't rlly start on it... Cause it simple probability? Looks simple.. but looks is always deceiving. Lol. What's worst is that my file is MIA. Not really MIA but lost. =X Initially, i was quite sad cause all my hard copy notes is gone. But come to think about it.. it just papers. I can just photocopy it from someone. Luckily Jamie got keep all her notes with her nice hand writing ^.^
SAVED~!
by her Lol.
However, nw very tempted to play the new gundam VS gundam plus. Must resist till fridays..
By the way, bro & sis is thinkin of starting a buisness. Initially it for elderly, but they can't get the licencing yet. So yet... they decided to start female cosmetic first. So my sis ask me if i got any female classmate or friends interest in it or suggest what to bring in? If ask me, i think is good to bring in underamour & skins or boots... lols
Sunday, December 13, 2009
I just came back from studying RS at Mac. Yea... & i felt quite warm inside my heart after chating with Alex & Ralph. It's like finally someone from the class appreciate what i do for them. Other class or B2 always said my class, B3 is so united... But actually, i dunno rlly feel so. Maybe is because different pple have different definition of "UNITED" ba. I just feel that the class is just doing thing together. However, we are really just doing thing together... We never really care for each other. Unlike, my secondary school friends OR ZD.
During the conversation we had at Mac, i found out that i'm not the only one with no present/celebartion given. Yea~ we kind of felt the same way; Kup for so many pple cakes & present. Then when our bday, like nobody give a darm like tat. A good example is that Cui Wen Bday on 5th this month, everybody kup $5 for her & bought a nice cake.. then 2 days later nobody rmb abt Daniel's. Yea that what i meant... like WTF lols.
Anyway, what i thought was a strong/ good friendship isn't rlly true. The reason why i try to help both of them isn't really because of any personal reason. It just that i feel that friends should try to help or appreciate each other out. In my definition, friendship isn't something that is a eye for an eye. You got help me then i help u. Or u got kup for my present then i will kup for yrs. (Or the other way around; you expect a present cause u kupped for them) Also, by helping pple unintentionally, i also feels happy ^.^ However, i must of course be independent before helpin others.
Anyway, i'm really very touch by my teammate & secondary school friends for my 18th bday. They knew that my dad was hospitalize & nvr ask me kup for anyone bday. But during my bday they came to my void desk with a cake & a bday present. I'm really very touch. It something i didn't expect from them. So now i treasure them alot....
During the conversation we had at Mac, i found out that i'm not the only one with no present/celebartion given. Yea~ we kind of felt the same way; Kup for so many pple cakes & present. Then when our bday, like nobody give a darm like tat. A good example is that Cui Wen Bday on 5th this month, everybody kup $5 for her & bought a nice cake.. then 2 days later nobody rmb abt Daniel's. Yea that what i meant... like WTF lols.
Anyway, what i thought was a strong/ good friendship isn't rlly true. The reason why i try to help both of them isn't really because of any personal reason. It just that i feel that friends should try to help or appreciate each other out. In my definition, friendship isn't something that is a eye for an eye. You got help me then i help u. Or u got kup for my present then i will kup for yrs. (Or the other way around; you expect a present cause u kupped for them) Also, by helping pple unintentionally, i also feels happy ^.^ However, i must of course be independent before helpin others.
Anyway, i'm really very touch by my teammate & secondary school friends for my 18th bday. They knew that my dad was hospitalize & nvr ask me kup for anyone bday. But during my bday they came to my void desk with a cake & a bday present. I'm really very touch. It something i didn't expect from them. So now i treasure them alot....
Monday, November 30, 2009
Cause Our Fate Is Bonded.
Haiz.. another few arguments with my dad again.
The first one was about him loaning me money for driving licence... As my brother decided to "let go" of my father car, the advantage of having a car to practice will expiry some-when next year. So it just mean that i have more reasons to get a licence now than to w8 till i am financially independent. Anyway, he gave me the usual "Lame/stupid" excuses that he used for almost everything now.
He mentioned to me that if i have "sided" his side, we would have sponsored me instead. Ha!? right after that came out of his mouth, it has just proven 1 of my assumption/ prediction is correct. The only reason why he mentioned about lending me money is to get me side him. It is quite an insult to my values... Wanting me to side something i don't believe in for money -,-"
He thinks that i'm some loser that can't earn his own expenses? Actually yea.. i that loser now. But it doesn't mean that i will still be a loser few years down the road. Getting a licence now or later doesn't really make a difference... Ok maybe it does. If i got a licence, i may need to drive him around for his appointment & demands(like what i did in the holiday.. go out buying whatever he want to eat -,-) Anyway, the only advantage i seek to gain is the extra practice time i can have with my brother & the car.
Anyway i angry cause my father insult me with his money. Also another agreement that he nvr fullfill.. Like i said... why am i pissed with him? After knowing him for my whole life. I shd be more numb to it. Maybe it's just the trust toward my family members..
Cause Our Fate Is Bonded. Whatever i do, it will affect each & everyone of us.
The first one was about him loaning me money for driving licence... As my brother decided to "let go" of my father car, the advantage of having a car to practice will expiry some-when next year. So it just mean that i have more reasons to get a licence now than to w8 till i am financially independent. Anyway, he gave me the usual "Lame/stupid" excuses that he used for almost everything now.
He mentioned to me that if i have "sided" his side, we would have sponsored me instead. Ha!? right after that came out of his mouth, it has just proven 1 of my assumption/ prediction is correct. The only reason why he mentioned about lending me money is to get me side him. It is quite an insult to my values... Wanting me to side something i don't believe in for money -,-"
He thinks that i'm some loser that can't earn his own expenses? Actually yea.. i that loser now. But it doesn't mean that i will still be a loser few years down the road. Getting a licence now or later doesn't really make a difference... Ok maybe it does. If i got a licence, i may need to drive him around for his appointment & demands(like what i did in the holiday.. go out buying whatever he want to eat -,-) Anyway, the only advantage i seek to gain is the extra practice time i can have with my brother & the car.
Anyway i angry cause my father insult me with his money. Also another agreement that he nvr fullfill.. Like i said... why am i pissed with him? After knowing him for my whole life. I shd be more numb to it. Maybe it's just the trust toward my family members..
Cause Our Fate Is Bonded. Whatever i do, it will affect each & everyone of us.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
what's in my mind for the past few days
hmm interesting to blog abT>?
Wen? ME & Sufi went for a workshop for student speaker?! the lecturer showered us a photo of human vocal? Lol, intially everyone thought it was a ... Anyway he said that the "vocal" must be kept wet..... U get it? lol... if dun nvm... Anyway learnt quite alot of softskill on public speaking... What impact me the most is not to drink milk before a speech or presentation. Cause it will make yr throat muscle "RElax". Lol shd experiment it some day XD
Other than tat, nothing much happened for the past few weeks.. cause all are small class test here & there. No Frisbee for the past 2 weeks.. For the test, it still kind of ok. But next tue de AC test is 40% of the subject. That is something i shd rlly look into.. Dun want another REE/Themo to occur. No matter what study hard & play hard. Will try not to copy in the test. Lol very tempting.. whole lecture hall is doing it for the past few papers... Not a good idea.. cause final exam not at lecture hall.. somemore final exam got even more crap to study -,-" Quite bad for ourself too u know.. Integrity..
One thing that kind of pissed me off is an action of one of my classmate. Treating the bag like gold like that. Seats is meant for human's backside. Not for yr expensive bag... I understand that the bag is very expensive that if there is a scatch or dirt, yr heart will be broken.. but is that how you treat a friend or person>? Pure ruthness. It just shows tat u respect the bag more than me. Hope that i'm the only person who u did that to...
Wen? ME & Sufi went for a workshop for student speaker?! the lecturer showered us a photo of human vocal? Lol, intially everyone thought it was a ... Anyway he said that the "vocal" must be kept wet..... U get it? lol... if dun nvm... Anyway learnt quite alot of softskill on public speaking... What impact me the most is not to drink milk before a speech or presentation. Cause it will make yr throat muscle "RElax". Lol shd experiment it some day XD
Other than tat, nothing much happened for the past few weeks.. cause all are small class test here & there. No Frisbee for the past 2 weeks.. For the test, it still kind of ok. But next tue de AC test is 40% of the subject. That is something i shd rlly look into.. Dun want another REE/Themo to occur. No matter what study hard & play hard. Will try not to copy in the test. Lol very tempting.. whole lecture hall is doing it for the past few papers... Not a good idea.. cause final exam not at lecture hall.. somemore final exam got even more crap to study -,-" Quite bad for ourself too u know.. Integrity..
One thing that kind of pissed me off is an action of one of my classmate. Treating the bag like gold like that. Seats is meant for human's backside. Not for yr expensive bag... I understand that the bag is very expensive that if there is a scatch or dirt, yr heart will be broken.. but is that how you treat a friend or person>? Pure ruthness. It just shows tat u respect the bag more than me. Hope that i'm the only person who u did that to...
Thursday, November 5, 2009
阴阳
Out of no way, this two chinese letters came up in my head. Hmm.. it seem like alot of things in this world relate to it. For example the chemistry I'm studying, is the scientific way of yin & yang. The reason why there are chemical reaction is because of the instability present in the reactants. In order to over this instability, the reactant has to react with another stable reactant to balance up themselves.
Likewise in the real world not everyone can bond with everbody. So you cannot have negative impression of someone if it is bought by others. Cause both of them may not bond due to the different in background, but it doesn't mean that u cannot bond with him/her.
As for our lifestyle, we cannot alway repeat the same activity if you like it/ it "benefit" u most. You also have to do other things to obtain that balance. For example.... if studying is good, u dun spend 20% of that 24hour doing revision. You will end up like a processor; processing what you study but got not feeling or reaction.
Same for diet, dun eat the same food cause it give u smooth skin. You still need other nutrient to live. Even the earth is spining itself to get itself balance up. So if you are feeling kind of low. Or having a cold war with someone. Cheer up. You will find your balance.
haiz kind of bo liao.. in conversation with my classmates. looking at gal blog... & their blog freaking boring.. not wonder it call Blo[re]g. Lol not funny. Their blog very standard... like there is a uniform group for it. Example:
" Waa very tired sia... came back from class.
Today class we do this & that.. baba
I still miss him/ I love him " WTF~! zZ
I think what we guy are looking @t for are photos ba?
100+ people per day viewing her sad boring life with her BF?
Likewise in the real world not everyone can bond with everbody. So you cannot have negative impression of someone if it is bought by others. Cause both of them may not bond due to the different in background, but it doesn't mean that u cannot bond with him/her.
As for our lifestyle, we cannot alway repeat the same activity if you like it/ it "benefit" u most. You also have to do other things to obtain that balance. For example.... if studying is good, u dun spend 20% of that 24hour doing revision. You will end up like a processor; processing what you study but got not feeling or reaction.
Same for diet, dun eat the same food cause it give u smooth skin. You still need other nutrient to live. Even the earth is spining itself to get itself balance up. So if you are feeling kind of low. Or having a cold war with someone. Cheer up. You will find your balance.
haiz kind of bo liao.. in conversation with my classmates. looking at gal blog... & their blog freaking boring.. not wonder it call Blo[re]g. Lol not funny. Their blog very standard... like there is a uniform group for it. Example:
" Waa very tired sia... came back from class.
Today class we do this & that.. baba
I still miss him/ I love him " WTF~! zZ
I think what we guy are looking @t for are photos ba?
100+ people per day viewing her sad boring life with her BF?
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